We'll swallow you whole and devour your soul.

 Monday I had to go to the dentist to have two teeth filled. I'll admit that I skipped dentist for about a year. While I of course "survived" the aneathetic injectionS, it set me back in my quest to get used to needles in a medical environment. 
The first two were not as bad, and I got the nurse to cover my eyes and hold my head down. However, the dentist had to set a third injection, which he put in the jaw joint and boy did that hurt. DAYS later, I am still not a happy camper, cannot chew properly or open my mouth.
Have to have blood taken on Monday, we'll see how that goes...
Also, since the day after the dentist, I have a sore throat and am tired and grumpy -_- I really hope that I won't come down with a cold, cannot really afford to miss work currently. Wanted to buy ginger for tea, but the ginger at our Aldi looked so sad (dry already) that I decided not to buy.

It has been ages since I last updated any social media (barring reposts, there I am guilty). Be patient with me. I have been sucked backed into Homestuck fanfiction, so that is where I spend most of my reading time currently...

I also have the feeling that my brain is not what it used to be after my thyroid literally tried to kill me this summer ^^"
(yes kids, get your bloodwork done, even if you are like me and tend to throw violent fits at the mere thought. Took me long enough to find nurses who would hold me down after I asked them to; the doc I left when I got sick used to tell me it was not allowed... psychologically, it is not very valuable to force yourself/be forced, I agree. Still, medically, shit can be important.)

So. Thyroid. Fucks with aaaall your hormonal levels and most other functions. I spent most of summer either in bed or in hospital on and off because my heartrate was at about 110+ bpm and I was so weak that my legs would just give out after one flight of stairs.

That is so much beter now! I am stronger than I have felt for YEARS! Less hypersensitive, too, though I cannot say whether or not that is a positive development. When you are used to hypersensitivity, it tends to feel a bit numb now. However, I am still in that phase where they are trying to find the right dosage (well. and meds if that dosage does not take). The meds I got are thyrostatics, which you can only use for about 1.5 years, or so I've been told. I really hope that they will have found a good dosage before I have to withdraw and most likely have my thyroid removed... Getting older is fun. Not.

tl;dr: Brain slow. Tired af. Still productive citizen again, because why have any hobbies or a social life if you can go to work and collaps as soon as you get home *:)

As I really want to get into the habit of writing, I requested a kink bingo card over at seasonofkink 

It is a rather delightful card, the bottom line will be mine ];->



(maybe this will help to get some rather abandonded ideas going again *fingerstapleofevil*)

I am currently reading way too many frostiron fics. Really.
Typing is slow with only left hand D:
(just playing a bit with ideas, does not have to be too linear and might need shortening by about half)

( Liar )

Originally posted by electricdruid at The fiasco continues

Working on a story for the "abuse" square on my h/c bingo card.

( All the little things )

Inspired by an entry by kisekii and, even moreso, breadtoaster's comment to this entry... (and I also blame the current use of painkillers XD) I give you a tale of how Uruha maybe could amuse himself scolding his technical-san for seemingly not being able to keep up with the technical equipment.

Title: Oh my god, not the belt!
Warnings: failed attempts at humor, mentions of abuse
Summary: Technical-san seems to have fucked something up. Will Uruha have to pay for this?
Disclaimer:
All situation are so not based on reality, mainly because I have absolutely no idea about technical equipment for guitars... Story mine, though I think the actual idea of Uruha cornering technical-san does rather belong to breadtoaster's ^^

( Oh my god, not the belt! )

For all writerlings out there... this is so true ^^

previous parts:
-1-, -2-, -3-, -4- .-5-, extra, -6-, -7-, -8-, -9-, -10-, -11-, -12-, -13-
( Our vampires are different, pt. 14 - Cute little fangs )-

kitten! lookit! XD (verbessern)

( -3- Hab ich heute schon erwähnt, dass ich hetero bin? )( -3- Glitzern Vampire wirklich im Sonnenlicht? )( -3- Glitzern Vampire wirklich im Sonnenlicht? )